Chelleax

Ya'll, two days ago I found out some turble turble news. The sperminator, he got my ace. See the facts are as follows:

1) They've been together a strenuous 6 momths.
2) After 2 months of dating, the sperminator professes his love and wants to get married immediately.
3) He has kids ( yes plural)
4) Two babymothers
5) Still lives with his parents
6) Although he had a job when they met, he hasn't had one for about 4 months now. He has no desire to get a job either
7) He DOES have A car

Now.....*massages temples*

I TOLD this heffa(not an insult, I love her like my sister) "Use protection because he already has 2 chillen with 2 different women, so he must like to f*ck raw". Yup, I was the spermicide and I begged her to use protection because to be frank, my ace senses told me he was lazy and immature. Now here we are a couple months down the road and she's knocked.....I can't. The man is only 22 going on 3 baby mamas. Yup he's on that lil wayne status.

It hurts to see a good friend get knocked up by a loser....it does. All I know is that when the baby is born, she is slappin his behind with court ordered child support. I dont care if I have to drag her to the court to request it.

So, last week was, to say the least, horriblahhhh! And just very busy, I barely had time to breathe.
I had:

• 3 midterms
• late night meetings with my catapult team
• handsome jr fractured his elbow
  
• handsome got sick
• then i got sick
• a $50 citation for no parking permit at ASU
• annnd a ballet recital saturday, the day i felt the worst
  

Just alot going on. Anywho, I wanted to tell you all about my first psuedo-engineering project. The Pink Phoenix. We had two weeks to construct a 2x2x2 ft working catapult that could launch a tennis ball at least 15 meters. My team and I thought of a great design(below):

It was a torsion catapult. How ever when we launched it, the ball would rarely ever go more than 20 ft forward. The project was due wednesday(of last week) and we didn't get to test it till monday evening. We didn't have enough time to "make-it-work" so we scraped it. We decided to meet the following evening (tuesday night) around 9pm. We met at 9:30 and in 3.5 hours we created a new catapult. One that worked. Thus the names "Pink Phoenix". We then "made-it-over" and proceeded with a "photo shoot":



Our catapult came 2nd place in distance with a grand total of 132ft. =].

For those of you wondering about my lil "Diego", it was a minor fracture at his elbow due to a fall from a rocking chair. My son is so fearless(except for the dark) and adventurous that this mishap has not slowed him down AT ALL! He'll be in a cast for the next 3 weeks though =/.

Everyone has/have had a chapter in their life that they're just not ready to close. That chapter where you've had the cake(and ate it too!) but still not ready to move onto the ice cream. Well, thats where I'm at now. Yup, I'm ready for the ice cream.......but there is still residue from the cake on my lips that's calling me.

Let me explain....

To make it short, I need to end a friendship with a male(previously lover, not ex) for the sake of my current relationship. This male, we'll call him Mr.D, well I cheated on my current bf/fiance with him....once upon a time. That ship set sail and sunk, but we remained friends. Friends that occasionally brought up the past...and he did admit to me that he wished I wasn't in my current relationship(<--- i brush things like that off constantly). After that, I told him it'd be best if we stayed away from topics that included our past.
Now here's the problem, I still have lingering feelings for him and its hindering my contentment in my current relationship. After disscussing it with my ace, I realized that I have to end the friendship....but I dont want to.

and let me emphasize I LOVE my current bf and I feel very blessed to be with him. I aint tryin to go NOWHERE! lol

Anyone ever been in a situation similar to this?
Anymore advice to offer?